Ordinary felic

2011-05-04T22:02:00.000-07:00

Sigh.. My Blog has covered with cobwebs. Time flies.. the last updated was exceeds more than a year. There was a time that many things happened.. very uncomfortable and most are unpleasant issues.. it's very difficult to overcome, until now have yet to cease.

What am i suppose to do to make things better.. My family and relationship.. this is really troublesome and headache me.. almost drive me crazy. Who doesn't want to be able to pursue and look for Happiness. Why is someone can't try to change from their mindset? ..to let go of the past hatred.. you may live your life happily.

I just want my life live happy, a peaceful and everyone healthy.. to fulfill with Happiness. And yeah, everyone wish to have a better life.

Unconsciously that i've stopped working since 3months ago.. and keep on looking for a job from my friends lately. Well, going back to my working life so soon, have to start to adapt to what the relevant work.. and having a briefing on tomorrow that regarding about in house stuff.. Wish me Good Luck.. since i'm a person who would feel lack of confidence in certain things sometime. Especially my own absorptive capacity..

But fortunately that there are something which made me feel very conforting is.. i had my Babesss.. What to describe about them, yeah.. AGGRESSIVE. Day to day they gave me confidence in each thing.. And i would like to say thankiews.. to all of you my Babes. <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5FlN-NBGo8

HOME SESSION @ Yeen's Hse

2010-05-02T03:40:00.000-07:00

It's holiday today but it's really bored me..
sigh.. whenever the holidays i always longed to go to other countries.. and i prefer to other state as well, or go to any other places which is far away from here.. to some exotic and unusual places that way you can add extensive knowledge, especially in Western countries.. that's nice and awesome.
But this time not so honored, therefore ended up at home. No, i almost forgot.. we did went to shopping and had brunch together.. me and my cousins acc their mommy and our grandma, haha what a mommy girls today~ then after that i drove them home. Well, i stayed for awhile since my mom didn't specify that i have to go home immediately, plus i am quite free today.
Gosh~ we took so many photos in the house, just like the silly girls and going crazy. Home surrounded! garden, living room, kitchen, dining room, fish pond, and room but not rest room haha. Pheww~ the weather is damn hot today! sigh.. nowadays is really hot weather. Hot and tiring..We miss childhood~ that time was very naive and lively.. plus we share our joys and sorrows at all times together.
And now we have all grown up.^^ Fortunately that our relationship is still maintained.
Thanks for everything, and we are always the best cousin sis.. will nvr change..
- forever and ever -

A Granny and Her Granddaughters.

dusty page updated ..

2010-04-06T12:24:00.000-07:00

Unconsciously, over a year .. my blog has been covered with spider webs. It's been a long time i didn't update here, not even log in. Doesn't know where to start, as the year went through all and everything. This night was a bit lonely, my mouth feel so "quiet" lately, didn't really talk with others or find someone to share with. Never had a good time to rest well, when something happens.. don't even know who i can find.. Plus, i have to behave myself of the situation as i am now. In addition to personal affairs, and handling of the working stuff are quite stressful also. I finally collapse..

Found that the things around us gradually changed.. people around, loved one, and some friends.. there's a saying that i've always wanted to advise one of my friend, because in the past days i've always accommodate you, and now you said has lost a lot of good memories with me.. That is the fate between us, it was fate that we have met, but you do not cherish it all, really as good friends should not be treated like this.. try to recall your mind, think of those days when you treat me badly, your very bad attitude towards me, it might be possible to treat others the same, but have you ever think or care about their self-esteem and feelings? i really don't know, as you so arrogant and barbaric way to treat your friends, do you have a real friend? And to your personality, we cannot become good friends. Although it has been missed, but your memory is better than mine, if you have always felt that i was a good friend, you will keep those memories and you will remember me. I'm sorry that if what i've wrote that make you unhappy. Hope that one day, i can see your changes.. (END)

Sigh.. i thought the new year will be better, unfortunately i get most of all was not smooth. Sigh.. gets harder as we grow older.. Anyhow, no matter what will be.. i believe that Heaven must be a way. Encountered difficulties, think on the bright side, you will feel much better.
Recently i gave a part of my time to family and relatives, realized that i had neglected them in the past years. Fortunately, we are still able to integrate into each other's topics. * Same age cousin sis ..
My childhood nanny.. she and her family are loved me when i was a little child. So when every time my daddy came and i wouldn't want to go home. Even if i was set to go home, i am still learning how to take a cab and back to her house. Well, now i have grown up! And she always said: finally grown up. ~haha

2009-03-22T12:04:00.000-07:00

Suddenly felt very touched.. when I recall the things of the past.. but things are passed..
Sometimes I would tell myself not to give up if things seems to go wrong, because it will be alright and things will fall in the right track, thought people used to think that things comes around, goes around and we will receive what we give out. But it seems everything is slowly changing..
It's a lot to process all at once.. probably need a minute to make it all fit in my head, & has been trying to change my own. Since I know that no one treated me well, nobody treats me as good like I treat them.. Nowaday feels like love encouragement is getting disappear.. I can only learn how to cherish my own..

Memories..

2009-03-19T09:00:00.000-07:00

Whether it is happy or sad in the past, thanks for sharing. Thank You Guys.. It is sad to see someone leave. Heavy heart to accept the fact..

Jia Chi's Farewell ..

2009-03-19T06:54:00.000-07:00

Say Good Bye to colleagues.. Wish She will have a great future.. All the best.

2009-02-26T03:57:00.000-08:00

During this period of the past, although there are some unpleasant things happened to me.. and it's undeniable that I was really disappointed, but since accumulated a long time, gradually changes everything.. there's a lot of things have been affected and forced by the environment. I've learned not to be discouraged.. May sometimes try to release, things will be even better than previously..
To the present situation, I think I can only do so..
Heavy heart to accept the fact and future but I'm ready to face. Some unspeakable things have been slowly disappearing..

20.09.2008 - Friday

2009-02-24T07:11:00.001-08:00

Very tired the past few days.. and these days are very sad.. Therefore I went to the beach.. of course I like the sea breeze at the seaside, and the sand.. I have always hoped that I can sit there all day. That's what I've been longing for.. just want to calm and relax myself.. That day I was at the seaside taking in the sea breeze.. hahha guess what I saw.. Bad man left behind traces? Will soon find out who did it !! Well, one knows what oneself is doing hahha.. I am obviously hinting to someone who did this..
My footprints hahha.. Waiting for someone who ever walked with me.. it means having someone who'll share my laughter and understand my tears. Make my memories, and complete my wish.. That would be happy forever happiness. Perhaps in this world there is already scarcity.. but i believe there is availability.

I wish somehow ..

2009-02-22T11:24:00.000-08:00

What is my this year b'day wish.. has been written down in my mind.. Felicia will remain the best memories to everyone. Fully occupied my timing in order to think about the sadness thing.
A reason for living.. no longer to keep myself in the dark.. Realizing that there are still many people who cares and concerned about us..

Christmas Eve 2008..

2009-02-22T08:07:00.000-08:00

Yum cha session hahha.. On the way to Yeen's hse .. ♥ Edvin and Felicia @ Younger brother.

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Merry Christmas !!!

- Happy Memories -

2009-02-22T05:31:00.000-08:00

Last December i was hanging out with YeenYeen.. my best cousin sis. Almost every week, all niGht long~

That day we're so happy! As what YeenYeen said : "Girl just wanna have fun''.. hahha.. Yeen, Jik and felic @ SkyB@r.

♥ Edited by Yeen. Thank you ..

Massive WorldWide 08

2009-02-22T03:37:00.000-08:00

Let's Get It Started .. Pak Wai the Brother ( Ppl used to said that we look alike during our time in high school.. ) Caught snap unaware~ Gosh.. I'm not ready yet! I was helping a very funny couple to take photographs..♥ Suddenly appearance of a third party! What A mischievous child hahha ..

God.. it seems like they are not willing to go home~ @@"

During Seminar Time..

2008-11-18T01:38:00.000-08:00

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Under A Very Cold Weather.. Enjoying Ice-cream ! We're just arrived. The weather is damn cold man............... . But i like it haha! hmm so, we're going into the ballroom.. ^^ Directly off to Seminar. Get Ready For Our 懷舊之夜Banquet Held..

Moong & Me. Xavier's girl friend.. They came after our Seminar over.

Me & Noel. Hha.. he's still a vry cUte Boy!!

Elmer & Me.
Hha.. just had our dinner..
After dinner we all going for Evening walk!

The weather is Cold ..

Felic's Dishes ..

2008-07-27T11:24:00.000-07:00

Frozen time.. i was stayed home lately due to learn cooking from My grandma. Is time to be independent.. Need help, i want to know more bout it~ Sigh.. below is what i cooked .. hoho, almost done.. try one?? (n.n)? Potatoes with pork .. Mmm~ Good smell ! I learnt all this from Grandma ~

thanks for everything..

Father's Day ( 15th June 2008 )

2008-07-27T09:25:00.000-07:00

Family Photo ..
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Guess what i saw on Father's Day ?? UFO .. @@"

2008-07-27T06:34:00.000-07:00

Siew Lin , Lee San , felic & Mico ( b'hind )

Khang Wei & Me. hha, tHis JJ imitation ~

~~~ Brian , Cindy & Me.. O.o" ~~~

Born to be Greedy.. ahhaha~ ( kidding )

2008-07-27T04:05:00.001-07:00

Well, hang out with Shanelle today. hha, knowing lately u're stress & busy with your assignment.. take it easy babe, YOu are intelligent.. & u always have my wish ~

2008-07-27T03:19:00.000-07:00

lOve takes courage. i rather be hated for being Myself thn to be loved for being somEOne tht i am not..

等一束永未来的花..等一堆漂亮的大话..仍然期待你讲实话..如果期待得到结果..愿意因你着魔..曾受的苦值得恭贺..我恨我被动期盼也太傻..耐心啃苦果..是为着你改变么..期待毕竟太多..为了等到什么..难道你能自己自动的改过..你一再犯错..承受等的苦楚..问我等到什么..
- 等.. . -

Celebrating Jia cHi's Birthday in advance ~

2008-06-08T00:53:00.000-07:00

Quincy b'day. hha, She looks Pretty toniGht .. .

tHis is Kenneth.
hha, Jia cHi's bf ~

Stupid Mico haha Some1 holding the Baby Bottle for Her ! ~~"

Pey Yee & ah Hak @@"

We have our Rules fOr the Game~ Damn Cruel & Terrible !

So young know how to play Mah jong already ~ Admire.

02, JUNE 2008 Dinner at SOUL OUT - Damansara

2008-06-06T19:41:00.000-07:00

hha.. Enjoyed Our Dinner so muCh ~

31, May 2008 Enjoyed Dinner With My Friends..

2008-06-01T11:28:00.001-07:00

Just taken Beef noodle, but this is our first stop.. Second round coming haha! ~~"

Waiting for my friend to pick me up, feel like eager to take some photograph.. blekkk ~

hha, going out later.. won't b so lonely toniGht ")

2008-05-31T11:49:00.000-07:00

Tired & Miserable~
Someone told Me this before.. "never regret on holding on, by right is time to let go.."
Well, think i'll just let fate to decide ..

If YOu are alone, i'll be your Shadow.
If YOu need to be happy, i'll be your Smile.
But anytime YOu need someone to LOve & Care, i'll just be Me.
(Thanks to the person who sent me this..)

Brand New Day .. .

2008-05-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

Feel Hot Today..

If i do have a chance i will make my room like tHis. ^^

hha, just bought a Bobby Brown cosmatic bag.. loving it ~

2008-05-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

LV Catalogue huh?!
Away from Me then!
hha~ just kidding..
Well, Begin to admire in LV now.

When i have nothing ..

2008-05-08T12:05:00.000-07:00

I've a very sad feeling lately.. but guess there's no one could notice it at all. I have second thought of my relationship.. it's getting weird~ At first i feel that lately he's neglecting me, the way he did to me .. upset me repeat again & again .. I feel so miserable.. always tell myself that is i think too much. Untill something happened .. what to do? What's going on .. It's a fact, am i have to know all the things & try to let go .. i don't want to be a fool .. just hoping that his love is faithful toward me.. love me just don't hurt me! Why all the bad things will happened on us .. don't know what he's thinking.. Since that day i knew how he treat me, the feeling so pain & it's killing me .. All the while, when i have nothing but still i'm happy because of him, i'm with him.. i'm lucky to be together with him.. tht's more than enough. I just want to have a simple life, away from pain .. i don't want to have such a day.. When i recall my mind, din't realize that we know each other since 7 years. During the time when i was at his side he used to take good care of me.. din't lie to me.. care & worry about me.. we have alot of sweet memories.. & some sad memories too. Miss him that moment..

03, May 2008 / Saturday niGht

2008-05-08T11:49:00.000-07:00

2008-05-08T11:45:00.000-07:00

Am i really Happy toniGht ..

Oh no .. ... .

2008-05-08T11:25:00.000-07:00

(Away from pain ..)

2008-05-08T11:22:00.000-07:00

Cheers zzzzz ..... .. .

2008-05-08T11:13:00.000-07:00

Was unhappy toniGht .. i thought my dear will invite me to join him but din't know that things gone complicated ..
hha .. forget it~
Well, try look at them ! Guess what, think i'll get drunk tonight for sure.

Hiking @ 1st of May 2008 / Thursday

2008-05-08T11:06:00.000-07:00

hha, We enjoyed so much .. ^^

2008-05-08T10:56:00.001-07:00

Damn cold but enjoyed so muCh~ i'm with him .. =)

2008-05-08T10:47:00.000-07:00

Mum & Sam during hiking. Appreciate .. ( 1st of May 2008 / Thursday )

Hiking with my dear.. @ Thursday/ 1st of May 2008.
The last Sweet Memories. ^^