dusty page updated ..

Unconsciously, over a year .. my blog has been covered with spider webs. It's been a long time i didn't update here, not even log in. Doesn't know where to start, as the year went through all and everything. This night was a bit lonely, my mouth feel so "quiet" lately, didn't really talk with others or find someone to share with. Never had a good time to rest well, when something happens.. don't even know who i can find.. Plus, i have to behave myself of the situation as i am now. In addition to personal affairs, and handling of the working stuff are quite stressful also. I finally collapse..

Found that the things around us gradually changed.. people around, loved one, and some friends.. there's a saying that i've always wanted to advise one of my friend, because in the past days i've always accommodate you, and now you said has lost a lot of good memories with me.. That is the fate between us, it was fate that we have met, but you do not cherish it all, really as good friends should not be treated like this.. try to recall your mind, think of those days when you treat me badly, your very bad attitude towards me, it might be possible to treat others the same, but have you ever think or care about their self-esteem and feelings? i really don't know, as you so arrogant and barbaric way to treat your friends, do you have a real friend? And to your personality, we cannot become good friends. Although it has been missed, but your memory is better than mine, if you have always felt that i was a good friend, you will keep those memories and you will remember me. I'm sorry that if what i've wrote that make you unhappy. Hope that one day, i can see your changes.. (END)

Sigh.. i thought the new year will be better, unfortunately i get most of all was not smooth. Sigh.. gets harder as we grow older.. Anyhow, no matter what will be.. i believe that Heaven must be a way. Encountered difficulties, think on the bright side, you will feel much better.
Recently i gave a part of my time to family and relatives, realized that i had neglected them in the past years. Fortunately, we are still able to integrate into each other's topics. * Same age cousin sis ..
My childhood nanny.. she and her family are loved me when i was a little child. So when every time my daddy came and i wouldn't want to go home. Even if i was set to go home, i am still learning how to take a cab and back to her house. Well, now i have grown up! And she always said: finally grown up. ~haha