When i have nothing ..

I've a very sad feeling lately.. but guess there's no one could notice it at all. I have second thought of my relationship.. it's getting weird~ At first i feel that lately he's neglecting me, the way he did to me .. upset me repeat again & again .. I feel so miserable.. always tell myself that is i think too much. Untill something happened .. what to do? What's going on .. It's a fact, am i have to know all the things & try to let go .. i don't want to be a fool .. just hoping that his love is faithful toward me.. love me just don't hurt me! Why all the bad things will happened on us .. don't know what he's thinking.. Since that day i knew how he treat me, the feeling so pain & it's killing me .. All the while, when i have nothing but still i'm happy because of him, i'm with him.. i'm lucky to be together with him.. tht's more than enough. I just want to have a simple life, away from pain .. i don't want to have such a day.. When i recall my mind, din't realize that we know each other since 7 years. During the time when i was at his side he used to take good care of me.. din't lie to me.. care & worry about me.. we have alot of sweet memories.. & some sad memories too. Miss him that moment..